| I am... | 7.25.2012 | leave me ♥? |
I'm singing and dancing like there's nobody stares at me. I'm screaming out your name and pretending like there's nobody listens to me. I'm playing under the rain like I'm just another five years old little girl. I'm climbing the tree although I don't know how to get down from the tree. I play football even though I don't know how to kick the ball.
I don't know if grown up means that you have to act like those adults in the movies, or wearing some make up, or stop eating chocolate because you're afraid that you'll turn into a fat lady, or wear high heels, or you can't yell and wave your hand to everybody you meet... if those are the meaning of grown up, believe me... I won't.
I'm what I'm... I'm gonna cry if I don't get what I want. I'm begging my mommy to buy me toys. I'm craving my boyfriend to buy me balloons. I'm gonna hug you if you give me some candy or probably kiss you if you give me bars of chocolate. I'm not really care if someone calls me 'childish' or something else.
I send my deepest apologize to each of you for becoming so childish. I'm not gonna wear some fake mask so everyone could love me. I'm not really care for becoming someone likeable. what I want is... I'm becoming not more than myself :)
Labels: mindless writing, with heart