| It isn't the End... | 6.03.2012 | leave me ♥? |
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose... :)
bloggie, what do you think about failure? is it okay? is it painful? or is it just another plan from God? emmmm, I can't understand it well. I'm failed in my second AFS test. I'm not sad actually. but, there's something... deep inside my heart, I feel disappointed. even when in fact, I knew that I'm not gonna make it. yaaa, I've known it before. I don't know it's a sixth sense or something else, but I've dreamed about it before :) I should've been prepare myself well. but, hahaha... disappointed is the first thing that stroke my heart after I read the result. the REAL result I mean.
but hey, it's not the end of everything. 'there's always gonna be another mountain...' it's what Miley Cyrus says. yes, there's always gonna be another chance. and the day when we can stand on the top of mountain will come. it will come. this one failure means it's not the right time yet. God has another plan. another best plan :)
but maybe, in the first time, there's gonna be a moment when you really want to cry. well, it is okay. but, just remember that... it's okay for crying for something that hurt so much. but, when you've done, promise to yourself for not to cry for the same things again :)
and by the way, I'm gonna say a huge congratulation to Reni, Ari, Nani, and Dwida for your success on the second test. keep moving, keep going, keep rocking \m/ wish for your best luck on the third test :D
Labels: AFS, piece of heart